Yep. I also pigged out on chinese food. But I ate more healthy. Pork fried vegetable rice, 1 egg roll and a few crabmeat rangoons.. I LOVE those things... I did walk the beach though and went 10 yards farther and my legs still hurt alot.

I spoke with my father today, and I am looking forward to the week away and spending time in Texas. I have the strong fear of becoming somehow trapped there or of dieing before I get back to my other half Bill... I have nightmares sometimes for days. This time the started last night. This may be part of my eating.